I'm not sure why, but I am extremely lonely today. I realize I don't really have that much to come home to anymore, but I know that God has a plan. I have a way of forgetting how many friends I really do have, and right now it seems like I don't have very many left in Jackson, but I know that is not true.
Please pray for me if you have a chance. Just a bit sad about a lot of different things. I wish I could go for a drive, or talk to one of my friends, but that isn't really an option here.
I am so blessed. I thank God for every friend he has both brought and taken out of my life. I know that each one was there for a specific reason, and I rejoice in His wisdom.
That's all we can really do I suppose.
Thanks guys.
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Right on schedule bro...I remember getting to this point around this time last year. It's funny how you can easily get lonely with so many people around you. I'll be praying for you bro that you stay strong. Bangkok can potentially be a dangerous place for a lonely Christian. I pray you look to Christ! Talk to Dave bro...talking to him was always encouraging and edifying. He pastored me well while I was there. Just ask to meet with him as let him know what you're feeling. The guy is a beast.
ReplyDeleteNice blog btw.
Grace and Peace
Thanks for sharing and being real, Stanton! That's something I always appreciate about you. You're covered! Email or msg me if you want. :)
ReplyDeletewill pray for you. not too good at sloganeering advice, but whenever i've been abroad and lonely, even within a group, i try to make something. a song, a story, a bedtime story for a kid i might have one day. doesn't matter if it's good or downright shit-tastic. if you can get lost in something beautiful, the way a story or a song reminds you of the bigger story and the bigger song... well, that's where i always tend to find the jesus. you're carrying the fire, sir. hold that torch high.
ReplyDeleteI know this is a few days late in coming, but I want you to know that I been praying for you and I will keep on. I know the lonely feeling ... and I feel like I don't deserve to know it, what with all of the people around me loving on me. But I feel ya. Jesus arms wrap around you right at this very moment (as you're probably about to grab lunch :) ). You're awesome, Stanton.
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